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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Tegar

Tergoda aku tuk berpikir
dia yang tercinta..
mengapa tlah lama tak nampak
dirimu di sini
jangankan ingin kutersenyum,
tak ada gairah
kuingin slalu bersamamu...

kini ku resah, diriku lemah tanpamu...

gapai semua jemariku
rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu
kuingin bersama berdua selamanya...
jika kubuka mata ini
kuingin slalu ada dirimu
dalam kelemahan hati ini bersamamu
aku tegar..

Lyric by Melly Goeslaw

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Selama sakit ditemenin sama album Rossa "Yang Terpilih" and lagu2 barunya ternyata ttg kasih tak sampai smua..halah! Beberapa hari lalu sobat yi gubrak2 sama lagu "Terlalu cinta". Ada lagi yang nyusruk2 sama lagu "Tak Termiliki" and "Atas Nama Cinta"... weleh2... Termasuk yi juga neh... hehehe.. *jadi malu*

Lagu2 lamanya, bikin kangen.... Salah satunya yah lagu "Tegar" itu..
Pas banget didengerin ma yang lg sakit ;p

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Disayang Allah...

Allah sayang banget yah sama Yayi. Bulan ini dikasih hadiah berlimpah2… Diberi tambahan usia, diberi kebahagiaan, dan diberi pelajaran juga. Nikmat yang terakhir ini baru yi sadari kemaren, waktu dr. Hasyim bilang kalo yi positif gejala tipes. Jadi harus bedrest selama 4 hari. No activity at all! Subhanallah…

Gejala tipes… Terakhir kena penyakit ini kira-kira 20 tahun lalu, waktu yi kelas 2 SD. Inget banget nih soalnya pas liburan sekolah, pas yi lg di Magelang nengokin Bapak yg lg tugas. Kebayang dong sakit parah tanpa Bunda di sisiku. Bapak dah kalang kabut. Eyang Kakung ikutan repot. Bunda di Jakarta yang ada nangis terus. Alhasil, Bunda cuti dan pindah jg ke magelang hanya untuk mengurusi daku. Waktu itu yi bolos sekolah sampe sebulan… Wah, kalo inget itu… ga pengen sakit lagi rasanya…*emang sapa sih yg pengen sakit?*

Bedrest. Ngebayanginnya aja ud panik. Yi bakal ga bisa ke mana-mana neh… (tp masih bisa onlen sih.. hehehe)… Tp ya udah.. Ini kan yi lagi diingetin Allah. Diingetin supaya jaga badan. Jangan terlalu sibuk. Jangan terlalu cape. Jangan terlalu banyak main… Hihihi…

Beneran baru sadar… Dipikir2 bener jg. Selama ini yi emang ga betah klo diem aj. Cari kesibukan aja biar ga bosen. Apa aja lah…. Akhirnya hari minggu kemaren, badan yang beratnya cuma 46 kg ini protes… Sama sekali ga bisa diajak kompromi. Terpaksalah daku seharian geletak tanpa daya di kamar. …

Sekarang yi baru bener-bener ngerasain nih. Sehat itu nikmat benar rupanya. Mudah2an yi cepat sembuh dan bisa kembali beraktivitas deh. Bisa ngajar dan ketemu anak-anak lagi di sekolah dan bisa gabung lagi sama teman-teman secepatnya. Mohon doanya yah…

*jaga kesehatan yah teman-teman…*

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Ultah Milis 80an

Klo pengen tau acara ultah milis 80an kemaren itu kyaknya lebih tepat nunggu laporannya Pakde Q yah... Daku tak bisa berkata-kata lebih lanjut tentang acara ultah kemaren itu... Masih ga percaya ajah karena ternyata acaranya bener2 sukses... Salut banget ma panitianya deh.. *terharu biru*
Makin cinta aja deh pokokna sama kalian dan milis tercinta ini...

Yayi thanks to all who’s support and participate this event:
- Para Sponsor: Hotel Harris, Sangobion Active, La Fountain, Beyond, ANteve, Radio One
- Keluarga Iwan Sadono
- Senopati 41 (Esp. Owenk... duh..tengkyu bgt pokoknya...;p)
- Ka Rio NJ (untuk flashdisk-nya)
- Pakde Q (as a founder father milis 80an n buat pelajaran sejarahnya yg sangat mengharukan itu…)
- Ka Irvan (buat acara, dekorasi and koreografi ala SM yg keren ituh…sampe skrg yi masih nyesel krn ga bs ikutan join…;p)
- Ka Mickey and Mas Yudi (buat lagu Prahara Cinta plus iringan gitar akustiknya)
- The Dancer : Ka Irvan, Yuanz, Owenk, Made and Mas Wibi (besok2 ngedance lagi yah…)
- The MC’s: Ka Irvan, Made, and Owenk (yang tiba2 keabisan suara abis ngedance.. salut…salut…)
- Ka Iqbal (yg udah nemenin jagain buku tamu n jd operator)
- Ka Anton (buat souvenir koala-nya)
- Mas Luqman (yang niat banget jadi juru potret acara kmaren, … mana nih poto2nya? )
- Ka Farah (atas masukan2nya sblm acara berlangsung… sayang dikau tak bisa datang yah… )
- Nabil (yg udah bacain doa ultah… faseh bgt yah doa2nya…salut lagi :p)
- Mba Eny (yg udah beliin cemilan 80an buat dibagi2)
- Para Donatur
- Dan semua teman2 milis 80 tercinta yang udah dateng and ngeramein acara kemaren… Luv you all… ; )

ga memble tp kece dan tetep narcis ;p

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Langit Februari

Langit Februari pagi itu nampak begitu bening
Matahari menyapa dengan senyumnya
Aroma tanah basah juga masih terasa
Dalam sejuknya pagi, aku kembali menapak hari

Langit Februari pagi itu nampak begitu cerah
Embun baru pada pucuk-pucuk daun itu
Celoteh burung di dahan itu
Tak henti-hentinya menggoda langkah kecilku
Hingga aku berkali-kali terhenti dan memandanginya

Aku tersenyum teringat pesan singkat dini hari:
Selamat ulang tahun…
Semoga cintaku dapat selalu menemanimu
Hari ini dan seterusnya…

cldk, 10/02/07

*makasih banyak atas doa2nya yah teman-teman... daku benar2 terharu deh kemaren..*

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Flood everywhere...

Friday, February 2^nd
I just finished my Shubuh prayer when Dinar, my teacher friend’s, called me. With her sadly voice, she told me that her house was drowned since last night and the water getting up and up ‘til almost 1 meter high. She asked me if my house hit by flood or not, coz I lived only 1 kilometer away from Dinar’s. I was lucky that my house’s area is higher than hers, so the flood can’t reach them.

At 8 am, Iman, my partner at school, called. He was stuck by flood in Mampang. His motorcycle couldn’t move at all. At school, I found out only 10 students attended the class. Some parents called to inform their children couldn’t go to school coz of flood. That day, school was very quiet, meanwhile rains keep falling outside…

Arrived at home and watched the news, I was shocked. During the day, my Jakarta was drowned… Jakarta paralyzed! Cars, buses and motorcycle were trapped in the traffic. Not mentions the people trapped in their house, mostly for children and women. It was sad to see them.

I was very sad also to hear that some of my friends’ house drowned. Nabil decided to stay at hotel. Juli, Boy, and Ka Irvan moved to their relatives’ house. Dinar, Krisna and Ai stayed at their house and keep their eyes open, and Made… I couldn’t contact him since Friday!… Where are you Made? Are u ok? *I just wondered, why is the phone connection must dropped in this situation? Errgh...*

During the night, rains keep falling into Jakarta area….

Saturday, February 3^rd
Early in the morning, I still heard the rain. I keep wondering, is Jakarta will covered by flood again this morning? I need to go to Menteng and Kuningan this morning for bahasa class. In normal situations, I preferred take a bus to go to Menteng. But since the flood at Mampang yesterday, I won’t take the risk. After discussed with Ka Iq, I decided to go by train to Cikini from Ps. Minggu. Thanks God everything run smoothly.

After lunch, I decided to go home by bus. I want to see the condition along Mampang and Buncit, the worse areas hit by flood yesterday. Most of the roads already dry. Along the road, I saw some people standing with wetly folded pants brought their backpack and suitcase. It seems that they wanted to move somewhere coz their home drowned. I only can pray for them, may God give the strength to them.

Sunday, February 4^th
Early in the morning, Bunda, my lovely mother, received phone call from her collage informed that the public clinic where Bunda works in Cawang has drowned. Bunda cried for a while. When I asked her, she said she remembered all the medicines, medical equipments, and some instant milk for children were drowned. But that wasn’t for long. As a paramedic, Bunda had to stand by at emergency post in her public clinic area to help people around. At 7 am, Bunda went to Cawang. What a great Mom I have! Love you Mom!

Here in Depok, my family keeps pray for all the victims, and also my Mom with all people who have a big heart to help people in suffer. Mas Wibi and friends in PMI, keep up the good work guys!

More info and how to give your donation:
Jakarta Flood Crisis Center: (021)3500000, (021)3822212